each day is just another distraction from what i really want

darrynek:

314eater:

Congrats you’ve made it through another Monday.

it’s already next thursday in australia

i can’t do this anymore

it’s starting to effect me and that’s not fair

but i can’t say any of this because they’ll break

and then whatever happens next will feel like my fault

i’m sick of having to pretend it’s not hurting me, and i’m sick of never having my feelings considered in a conversation

it’s onesided and draining i can’t keep doing this